i casted 2 event charts and they all look good and saturne in Lord 7 for both so I guess based on my reticence to travel, I will take the second role, salary wise is more than my last position but less than first offer.

First offer was for a governmental organisation with a project lead consultant position, money more than ok but travelling can be a pain!

the second offer is from a company that I worked before in the telecommunication so I am going with a big smile.

all roles are related to Finance environment but I decided that priority is to be available for my children in case of urgent situation
hence I will not need to worry about my children. So i am grabing second offer

And who needs money and you are right what a confusion

kindest regards

well

here we are, new job, new money and proving myself. First day, i started, the same guy who interviewing me with my line manager hates me!!!!

it took me longtimes to see it...

lets go backward

1st week nobody has time to tell me anything, no induction ect
2nd week, i decide to take the issue on my hand and do the best


gosh this guy who supposed to give me a handout, gave it ionly for 30 minutes

completely lost, try to do the best, spend 2 days no sleep to deliver (nobody of them ) see it#

feeling very humilated and frustrated, the guy who created this model does not take into account new information and hence, i have a variance, pull my hair, no sleep, worry, want to give up, feel lonely and so humliated, can't understand... they said to me the report format is right


spend 3 days mainly my WK to reconcile (zut alors) the guy misses some important categories (where did he hide them ) no part of the report hence better reputation.

go back to work today, dealt with the issue, my line manager (gosh i was a line manager before) tells me I do expect to do it!!! i tell her actually, some BU where missing on the report 12,000 projects missing)

oh well done

and this guy behind my bum (my french) watching me, everytime, i trie do deal with it, he is behind me, like my shadow and so mean, and when i have my back turns talk about me

so today after being so humilated and so tired, i control the work, he did not like it!!! what is wrong with him

i have it (he is an arabic man, and I am an arabic woman!!!!0 gosh he need to hate me in some way, i am too clever and i will fight back

for all my friends, who had wanswered me who have mentioned someone teaching me, no this guy, his pleasure is to sell myself badly to his boss (our manager)


so this morning, this is enough, this is enough, and enough, who is he to judge me (Txxxxxxxx)

I AM IN CONTROL AND HE IS AWFULL SAD PERSON THAT TRY TO FIND MY ERRORS FROM THE MOMENT I AM THERE BEFORE HIM TO THE END!!!

but i can't work like that but i need the money for now, wanted to resign last week but can't do that. I am the only one taking care of my children, their dad is like butlin (only wk time, once in a year)

gosh what is wrong
but on the bright SIDEDnote, i hate money but i do need money to pay my bills now what about my sons, they want the pleasure, good ttime.
Can i do it, yes!!! what about me (nobody care anymore).
and my kids want money WII, POCKET MONEY ETC
And yet it is so hard
what is the priority, foods, bills, debts and or children activities...........mmmmmm
theyalll want something

and everyday i can' t provide from their expectations
THAT IS MY NEW WORK!!!! (LET ME WIN THE LOTTERY)