Hello,

I have lost all in my life.

Now, I want to know:

When will I find new man (love or friend)?

Estrela

Kranj, Slovenia, December 28th, 2006 at 2:32 p.m.

Hello,

I have now Horary Chart question, and don't know, how to post it here?

What should I do now?

loara29

Hi Estrela,

You currently appear to be using two different profiles, which can lead to confusion. May I suggest that it will be easier for everybody if you can remain with the one profile for the sake of clarity.

In regards to your chart, you have asked the question but what you need to do now is to offer some initial interpretation of your own. It does not have to be perfect or even right but an attempt must be made when posting a question. If you have no knowledge of horary then I suggest that you take Granny's good advice and read the horary lessons on this site before posting a question. This will enable you to lead the discussion of your own chart, which is what this forum is designed to do. If you already have a good working knowledge of astrology you will be able to follow the excellent lessons and by the end of them you will be able to offer some interpretation of your own chart.

Cheers
Sue

Dear Sue,

Thank you for your mail.

I know, first of all, that I have to post my Horary Chart. Maybe, I must post also my Natal Chart, which is possible. But, by Horary, I have tried to do with Photobucket. Is not going, I have big problems with them.

I know, that the question must be clear and short, and for normal life, and not some long stupid question.

I told here, that I do Solar Return for me and other, also Lunar, but Lunar is difficult for explain. In Solar is the time for one year, and I have one very good aspect this year, that didn't, happened yet. Till now, there are only bad things. Maybe Horary can answer better?

My birthday is April 27th, 1946 at 4:50 p.m. in Karlovac, Croatia. Now, I live close to Kranj, Slovenia (both are from ex Yugoslavia) So I don't have much time till then. And you must know, that I am in so bad situation, that I have tried suicide, four times in last three years, when I lost all. I don't work since May 2001. I used to work with English walking groups, Holidayfellowship and Ramblers about ten years, here in Slovenia. Untill 1995, I had so many friends in England! But then, I have changed the Hotel, I used to work at the Reception Desk, and went to another place. As I have chronic pains from my youth, my pains became worse. I didn't write to anybody, have visited many doctors. and all I wanted, was to find the cause for my pains. Now, I have only one very nice couple in London (from December 2004). I am terrible affraid, that something happens to them. They are about 75 years old, and I was their guest, 12 days long (over the road is river, very nice place).
About my pains, I know now, what does help me, but I have to pay it. I have all possible medical examinations, and have nothing more to do with them. But, there are debts, that make me big worries. Also in Croatia, my sister and me, lost all, 1995.
So, what I have now, that is some great love to Astrology (I have registered yesterday by ASTROTHEME, in FRENCH) and French language.

1991, I was also in Upton by Chester, by another couple, two weeks (when was war in Slovenia). He was main leader at Holidayfellowship, I have helped him a lot, when he was with his groups in Slovenia. It is very strange, one year, after I visited him and his wife, he died in Portugal, in the mountains, that he loved so much. Nice death! He falled down, and was dead!

Don't worry about this estrela. that is my other email address. I am here registered with loara29. It comes to confusion, when I try to register with one email, and there is no answer. Then I do with other email, and then is ok., like here with loara29@email.si It is true too, I don't look after, I write it. When is finished, then is to late.

You believe or not, this year I have got answers about two kinds of predictions: Tertiary Progressions (one Vedic Astrologer wrote to me, how to that, and go back for so many time). The other Astrologer, German, told me, I am now in Age Point, what I was last time, 1970. What is left, and I want to know better, is Horary Astrology.

Something more: you will see, that my Birth Chart shows luck in abroad (North Node in 9th). It was so. My only real luck was from my 23rd till 30th year, when I have lived in Germany and Montreal. You believe or not, in that time, doctor has helped me, I was engaged with 25 years with one American student, didn't get papers. Then I falled in love twice more. As I went to die with 30 years! And, I did. In some way.

So, I hope you know enough about me.

Now is the problem, how to post this charts?

If you don't write to me, I wish you and Deborah:
HAPPY AND HEALTHY NEW YEAR 2007!

loara29

I think everyone in the forum would be glad to hear your take on the chart you have cast. This site is not an advice column, but I feel compelled to say a couple of things:

1. You haven't lost 'everything'. You still have your life, which is a very, very precious thing, indeed; especially since you have come from a country torn by war. Many people, and you will know this, were not so lucky to survive. If you have life, there is still hope for everything else.

2. Before you begin a search for 'love' somewhere outside yourself (viz your horary) you need first to rekindle your love for yourself. You are in a great deal of pain, I think. You need to find someone (a therapist, counsellor, good friend) who can help you move through that, first. It isn't easy, but necessary.

I shan't say any more. We look forward to hearing your views on your chart!
Best wishes,
AG

Hello AG,

Thank you for mail.

You are right, because of second thing: I have posted wrong question. In fact, I am looking for someone, to give me some good advice for my health, to help me, even with few words. It is also true, that in that condition, I am now, I can't be with any man. So, that was totally wrong question!

For the first comment, that I should be glad, I have survived: there are two things, here was war 10 days long, and it was not there, where I lived. And other thing, if you read my previous mail, I am not so happy to live at all. I will be glad, to die. My 8th house is the best, and I wouldn't try suicide more times, if I would love life.

About Horary: If I have learnt about Astrology all myself, only from the books, and from my life. Then, I can study Horary too. I can see then, what is right and what not. I had also so many people in front of me, so I have asked some happy married couple for their birthdatas. They gave me, and that is the best way to study. In the praxis.

So, I have studied English and French. In fact, I have 3 months English and 3 months French Lessons at University in Erlangen, Germany and 5 months French Lessons at University in Montreal. That is all. But, I had no chance to speak French, because here was very few people from France.

I am the person, who asks for some help only once. If there is no Help, I am not asking second time. I don't care, if I die tomorrow, or day after tomorrow. For me is also stupid, that I have spent so many years, looking for the cause of my pains, and on the end stayed without all. My life is nothing worth now! Maybe for you, but not for me.

All, I have is my knowledge of German, English, French and a bit Spanish. For Spanish I need only 2 months, to stay there, and I am sure, to speak very good. If you know one language, then you learn second very fast.

All the best for NEW YEAR 2007!

loara29

Hello to all,

Now, I can tell about my Birth Chart (for Horary, I need more time):

I was born in Sign of Taurus, my Sun is in 7th. Untill two years ago, I had Sun sextile Moon (I know, I have it). Now, I have Sun square Mars (ruler of 7th in 10th, not good for marriage), Sun square Pluto.

My Ascendent is Libra, 13.40 degrees (critical degree). Ruler of AC, Venus is in Taurus, 27.48 degrees, in 8th (that is, why I am not affraid of death). Venus has sextile with Mars (in my first normal Horoscope are all aspects, where the Astrologer wrote: even in older age you will find, what you want. And that is very true, I can have much younger, well educated men, but I am sick all the time, and don't feel comfortable with very young men). Beside that in some Birth Charts, Venus has wide trine with Neptun in 12th. For me, that is love to the men from Oversea, as also Mars sextile Neptun.

My Moon is in Pisces, in 5th, in square with Uranus in 9th (ruler of the 5th, again not good). I am emmigrated woman, so says Astrology (that is true). Moon has trine with MC in Cancer and with Saturn (I can hide my feelings very good, for long time). It means also, great love to my mother, died 1990. My father died, when I was 9 years (Sun square Pluto, or Jupiter square Saturn, my 4th is empty).

As I have Jupiter in 1st, I like the best. And I am critical to myself, too. Jupiter is in square with Saturn, means more times loss of everything, what is not true by other people, with the same aspect (one man from Europe, was born April 28th, 1946: he is famous, very rich, has a nice family, everything, but he was born on Sunday, me on Saturday; he has Personal Number 5, me 4 = I have to pay ancestors SINS).

In my Chart are the worst: 6th and 12th house: ruler of 6th, Neptun is in 12th; ruler of 12th, Mercury in 6th, in opposition with each other. Neptun in 12th means wrong diagnosis, what is true.

I thaught, that my 8th house is the best, because ruler of 8th, Venus is in 8th, with only good aspects. At once, there is close to Algol, there is oppostion to Black Moon in Scorpio, and square with Part of Fortune in Leo.

On the end, my best house is just 9th, where is Uranus, has only one bad aspect, and more good; there is North Node, good for abroad. Uranus, ruler of 5th: love is in abroad with the foreigner, means one French man in England. Just one example, because I love all, what is French.

I think, that is enough for now, to represent myself.

p.s. I am still worrying about my Solar Return, where are the best planets in 12th: Sun on AC, Venus, Moon, Mercury, Part of Fortune, North Node. In 7th is Jupiter on DC. It is very strange: in my Solar, as also in Progressive Horoscope, I have Sun sextile Mars (both connected with 7th), but also, maybe I will find right therapy, because I have seen, that Sun square Mars means bad physically health.

WISH YOU ALL
HAPPY NEW YEAR!

loara29